Thats what all my friends said. Everyone enjoys the sun so much. While me I got to stay out of the sun. I’m sustain to sunlight. Its due to my skin problem. At first when I was told to keep out of the sun I feels that my world just turn black and my heart just stop beating. I mean I can’t part with the sun. I love the Sun so much. I enjoys walking in the sun and doing all the activities under the sun. I am such an outgoing person and really loves outdoor activities such as flying fox, wall climbing, abseiling, canoing, camping, jungle trekking, scuba diving and swimming. How come that i need to stay from the sunlight? My friend thought its cool when I got to skip my P.E period. But they was way wrong. Its torturing to watch them playing under the sun happily, laughing and giggling. I do sometime play with them under the sun. Its fun. Since I live in Malaysia which the usual climate hot and wet all year, I’m getting use to it. I wears the sunblock everytime I went out even though for a few second.

Anyway according to my doctor, i need to cut some off my outdoor activities. But sorry doc. it was a major no-no for me. by the way i need to practice for my baseball tournament.So, I don’t mind people call me not Asian like and i don’t care.

I wonder what’s in a name. Basically, in Arabic my name means Adyla- Justice and Zafyra- Beautiful and Charming. I asked my Mum, why she name me like this? And she asked me back, what’s wrong with that? It’s beautiful. And she continues - ones name develops a character. Yup, maybe it’s true. Really true since I tried to be fair to everyone I know. Treat them the same whether they are rich or poor and many more. And people

(Family and friends) say I am sweet and they found me charming. So, I guess that explain my second name.

My aunty (not really my true aunt just a close neighbor) gave me a Chinese name. At first she came out with a list of name from different perspective which she thinks absolutely well.

For mind and intelligent- Xu An Da.

An- peaceful, tranquil, quiet

Da- arrive at intelligent

For wealth and fortune- Shi Ai Tu

Ai- love be fond of, like

Tu- way, road, path, journey

For beauty and appearance- Xing Ai Dan

Ai- love be fond of, like

Dan- dawn, morning

For strength and power- Xu Ao Tou

Ao- soar, roam

Tou- penetrate, past through

For character and skill- Shi An Tian

An- peaceful, tranquil, quiet

Tian- power

But at last my aunty chose Xing Ai An because it matches my Arabic name and it’s easier for me to write it. I asked her whether it’s necessary and she said it’s good for me. It’s good for my ying and yang. And something about my Feng Shui. Anyway thanks for the name Aunty May.

The big day is tomorrow. I repeat its tomorrow. The day for the folio competition state level. I am excited to go for it as it was very cool because i still can spend time with my friend. And hang out with them. And uhh so much things to do. Anyway i loses my public speaking. To tell you the truth i never had the way of speaking my language properly. My national language. My pronunciation is so bad. Trust me i better off in English.  My  pronunciation is way pathetic. The girl who win is a true Malaysian. Her pronunciation was way too amazing. And for the public speaking i was advise not to speak in any other language for 5 days. Its killing me and no Chinese movie for me. Owch de owch………..

Anyway i’m glad its over. And i was looking forward to  my next competition. Wish me all the best and may the force be with me.

Yeah we won the first place for our folio. Hurrrrrrrrrrrrayyyyyyyy!!!

I am so happy to win. Next week on 20th i will be leaving for the state level. Believe me its good to win. To top off it im going with all my buddies. Our school and also our primary school just a neighbouring school if you dont know won all the thing we enter. We are awesome. Girls POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We appear on the stage frequently until the school next to us( which i dont take much note) because we all in cloud 9got fed up

This is the exact word about what they are saying :
” Sigh…. Convent AGAIN?????

“Yeah. Its them again. Gosh how many things they entered? ”

” Tell me they are conquering everything.”

” Both the primary and secondary school too.”

” First place AGAIN?”

” We never stand a chance against them.(sigh) ”

” Forget it they are winning.”

” They always won”

LOL…. Those guys are beyond funny. Yeah they never win anything. Poor guys.LOL.. Better luck next time. I am proud to say that i am from convent sitiawan.The best school in my place. Girls POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah that’s it. School was beyond sucks. Let me fill you what i had lately. 2 weeks back we had school on Saturday just to clean up some class. Ewh………….

Last Saturday i went to the poem recital and yeah i lose. WAHAHA……… Obviously those who won was a really good. They even cried on their time when reciting poem. As for me i end up laughing. Yeah I’m so not the girl who will cried. Not me.

And this upcoming Saturday we had this folio competition. And the chance of we win is quite high. Damn lots of work to do and I’m crapping it loud here. Whatever because i might go BERSERK if i don’t do something else beside the folio.

Next week is the July test. And i might as well kill myself. The last time for the mid year i get no 5 so this time nah………… i don’t think so. And yes on Tuesday i will be sitting for THE NEW SOUTH WALES examination and i was never had enough time to study properly. I am dying.

On Thursday is where i go for my public speaking tournament. Owch……. I haven’t finish preparing the topics all yet. 24 hours is not enough. Not for me. And to top it off my debating notes had gone MIA- Missing In Action. That’s equal to death for me.

The conclusion is School is beyond sucks. I repeat SUCKS. Emphasising on the word Sucks. Yeah, its so sucking painful for me. Adios, I’m out here for good.

My cousin and I when to sit in a kopitiam and eating. We were chatting happily with my aunt and the rest of our family were busy catching up on each other life since its been a long time we had met and sit together. So, we chat happily.

And my cousin the same age with me and he and me was quite close and have this 1001 stories to talk about. We had code sign and secret shake hand and share each other secrets very well and guard it with heart. I thought he know me better that anyone there but i was way wrong. I repeat way wrong.

This is what happen. A girl definitely not to my liking and definitely 1001% not going to be on my friend list and came to me and said ” `Adyla, you had such a handsome cousin but you never tell me. Ah…. you little girl always keep this secret from me. “And she drawled plus purr like a sick cat.

Ewh……… She was faking it. I thought i should just shut up but since everyone WAS looking at me with EYES all on me i said ” Oh, ya. My mistake..This is my cousin Kamil. ”

“He’s a cutie. You should introduce us long before. Adyla, you are my best friend and i didn’t even know that you had a hottie cousin!”

Could she lay on any thicker? She’s gonna get shovel out of this. Surely no one buying this.I hate her . I absolutely hate her. I want to stab her with my butter knife.

“I like your friend,” Dad said after she left. Kamil noded too. NOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo…………..

Some things guys just don’t understand. And girl- to - girl bitchiness is one of them. they never get when we’re being fake to each other. Guys………………..(Sigh)

Look right, look left no teacher its time to gossip. like nothing else to do. GOssip………

Teacher here or not whats the point. In the toilet, canteen, anywhere and everywhere gossip….

Huh? Girls….That’s what they said. Who is dating who and who break up and whatsoever. they seems to be too preoccupied in their own world. sometime they were lost in their fantasy. And it begin to annoy me when everyone want to know in every word what i done and who i date.

Nosy and annoying. So, girls change your attitude.

Well, on a very beautiful Sunday i went for a shopping with my family( that includes all my sickening little brother). Well I am a bibliophile and somehow I was planning to go shop for my book straight away. I usually takes hours to shop for books and i spend like crazy. 100 for all my books this is usually where i throw my money at.

While going to the shop I pass a lingerie shop and almost shock to death when I saw a guy yes i would like to emphasis on that. He was somehow sniffing a red colour undies. And he did that as though that no one was watching.I don’t care if he was there with her girlfriend or what but one thing for sure he was not there with his girlfriend.

The next thing he did is caressing the breast of a statue. WTH was that? He was definitely sicko and beyond normal. He was scaring the hell outta people and yes the little kids are watching it as though he was a clown on a show. Some of the parents grab their kids and make their escape. The question here is why is the cashier or the sales girl just stand there and stare?

I decided someone should have done something. And maybe that someone was me. I call the security guard and as soon as he saw the guard he ran away. I don’t think that sniffing undies and making out with statue was normal? So, guys dont ever do that in public.