My bubbly character that is well represent by this kindda dolls..And it is nicety nice blue…Cute eyh?? Do live me a comment regarding this character because you guys gonna see it for the time being..Just let me know bout it k?

Finally, my friend and i are no longer friend. My ex-gal friend.. No more besties… And yeah they broke up.. Which is 100% wasn’t my fault…And i am HAPPY… hehe… I am happy… happy happy me…My dark ages are over.. So no more sad post.. I hope so…And i like to thanks everyone who help me through this sorrow process…LOL I owe you guys a big hug and kisses and thanks so much for always being there for me as i am well alone . Im the eldest so i never had ge ge or jie jie.. So what you guys told me meant a lot to me…And most of the time i really feel like im the youngest here since i always get the support, advice and motivation and i really appreciate it..I am thanks to all my friends here that always lend me a helping hand and really concern bout me…

So, i think i basically back to happy happy me again.. Thanks everyone. Hug and kisses for you guys… Erm i have guts to face my FYP tomorrow….LOL excited until cant sleep…. FYP yay!!! < clearly shows that Adyla gone cuckoo> WIsh me lucks….Because i am so gonna need it…

Star light star bright,

First star i see tonight,

Wish that i may, Wish that i might,

Have the first wish i wish tonight.

I wish that my lovely brothers and sisters are all fine and happy.

FYP is coming soon…Just guess how soon it is??? Its on this Saturday… This freakingly Saturday… Owh no……..And i haven’t finish preparing my presentation yet…Actually i did and i think it wasn’t thats perfect… And it was lacking something… Haiz i already pour my heart and soul but i dont know… Maybe because it is in Malay.. And i seriously freak out… Just because i think some people was totally cool in their Malay and master their literature like so terror…And i was so not… T_T..

And my script gee i dunno what i crap about.. Thou many of my friend agree on one words its flawless and rocks their socks out and beyond perfect but gee i dont know… Maybe they wants me to feel better… Oit don’t do like that one… My teacher too said it perfect and best ever but please i don’t think so… Or was it like my instant bf said? i was way too concern when i did just fine? I don’t know…He always said the nicest thing to me so cant trust his opinion..Lol…Whatever just wish me survive that very day… And Mom you are definitely buying me a new brand crocs blue colour one for me after this..

First would like to thanks kimfei ge ge.. He came and drop me award.. But i am still finding out how to put in my blog… LOL… Being happy makes me a little crazy and as well brings me amnesia…. Second things is i receive a bouquet of flower… Guess who its from? Guess la.. Wahaha… I am not telling you guys because you should guess first then i told you later on my other post…

Ok heres the flower…

Beautiful right??? Erm i know… Thou its pink and not BLUE… LOL so sweet… And it cost that person a lot of money… Just to see the so called priceless smile rousing from my face…LOL… How funny the sentence is…And it did make me smile…. And kimfei too manage to make me smile..Gee i am smilling now because i am way tooo happy… I always act kindda weird when i am happy… LOL… And i do laugh lot…And thiamhin too make me smile… He called me leng nui… < cough cough> i thought it suppose to be leng lui… wahaha my Chinese sucks …Richard dont tell Aunty Mei…Besides if you tell her i tell her back that your Cantonese sucks too…. Hehe remember who order for you food in Canto… Let me remind you it was your sweet darling little sister here< Adyla being nasty> LOL…Nah most of the time i am good..This one exceptional lor…And yeah zhong qiu jie guai le~~~

Oowwwwhhhhhhhhhh……. What a fantastic day…. And does anyone see the moon yesterday?? It was so round and beautiful… < Wah romantic ar Adyla…. LOL yeah it is… And Bobby see its too…LOL… so nice… And finally i smile a lot today… And laugh a lot equally..And my MOM and Dad goes erm O_0????? Nothing ar Mom and Dad…Hehe… <….smile smile….>

AND once again i like to wish to whoever celebrating this very day of mooncake festival and lantern actually da same lor… hehe…< did i remind you im a little weird today> zhong qiu jie guai le~~~

Yesterday erm sucks… I was not allowed to use the “s” word or “f” word but haiz this one exceptional one. And gee my Mom and Dad suspect something bout they only daughter at house which according to them a little bit weird. Yeah my Mom was like a police asking me and why do Richard ge ge and Wilson here. Haiz T_T

Mom    : Whats with you nowadays??

Me    : O_0??  No la… Nothing ar Mummy…. Wo henlei lor..

Mom    : Henlei what??

Richard    : Tired, ar aunty.

Mom    : Ok…

Richard    : She very stress with her bestfriend one. Both of them are fighting and she is

torn apart. She so tension one…

Will    : Yeah aunty.. so true we never lie one.

Me    : Oit how you guys know?? So kay boh one la you all…

Richard    : Hey if it wasn’t public one,  do set to privatelah… Saw that on your blog..

Mom    :Huh, is it??< look concern im the only girl ma..

Me    : Oit Richard ge ge… Shut up lor…. Ni ben dan < hot already

Mom    : Not good to say like that to him one. Now whats the problem?

So i tell her everything. Haiz paiseh one..T_TAnd she said she like that super night supper guy a.k.a my instant bf. Lorh… Whatla Mom??? And gee he was freakingly good to me came sun or rain or thunderstorm or flood or what..And gee i think i like him.. Like you know as in like…As for my best friend guys sorry i seriously don’t know.. I was torn apart and to make such difficult position puts me in very difficult situation. I tried my best and everything i could but it seems to be not working or should i say make the matter worst as you my girlfriend hates me and you my guy friend keep siding me . One believes i am doing my best to save the relationship and one more ruining the relationship.

And today, she kaw kaw scolded me because i tried to put her along with her boyfriend so that they can have heart to heart discussion. She left there and leave me with my guy friend… And she was pissed off and call me bad names… I was shocked and never thought that she take the drastic action of leaving instantly when she saw him. And he was like “Adyla, don’t feel sad because i know you had try your best. I think i just give out.”

T_T me some more sad lor… They gonna broke up or potential broke up because of me. Hey i am your best friend la… I cant be possibly like him.. Haiz T_T And i end up calling my instant bf. And gee he said he will come all the way from hes home to just be there with me and listen to my problem erm theirs actually and help me solve it.. And he even topup for me so that i can call him and talk as long as i like but most of the time i choked back and end up crying. Now you know how good he is.. And i feel MAJOR GUILTY of somehow consult him when i am only sad. I don’t know what to say i try explain to him that i am not using him and all he said ” Nah, you never used me.. We are friends and friends help each other out. I can lend you my shoulder to cry on, my my ears to listen to, my hands for you to hold, my feet to walk with you, and maybe my heart coz it always there for you.”

He sounds serious and then he laugh. I was only joking about the heart part.. Its someone else one.. And i too laugh for unknown reason or could it be i was trying to  force my ear that what i just listen  is all nuisance and my heart that he couldn’t be serious with me or maybe worst in love with me??

Argh…. I don’t know … My guy friend, my girlfriend and that him as well. So complicated …Yeah yeah yeah…Help me out… And Richard shup up don’t tell my Mom or Dad or my Blur max bro… I buy you the chi kai fan at the shop and you don’t even have to speak canto… Let me do all the talking for you..T_T

I really need some extra massive advice. Really, something. I got two best friends. One guy and one girl. I’m very close to them. But, I don’t deny the fact that I’ve known the girl much longer than the guy. One day, they met each other at my party. They become friends and now lover.

The problem is now that when they fight which other they consulted me for advice. I’m totally ok with it but the problem is my girlfriend of mine always wants me to take her side when its all came from her fault.

Being just me, I try to be fair with everyone. For me she was being ultra ridiculous when she doesn’t want him to talk to any other girls beside her. Huh? I explain to her that he has his own life and he doesn’t get angry when she freely talks to other guys. And even flirting with them. This guy was hurt by my best friend. I know he didn’t talk to me but obviously knowing him long enough I know deep inside he was hurt.

Now, my girl friend suspected that I was having an affair with the guy since I was constantly taking his side. This just make thing worst since the guy stand up for him and try to say I was only helping. This pissed off my friend even more. Just to avoid this ultra bizarre situation for the three of us I was trying to make the sweetest escape of my life which absolutely turns my life a bit chaotic. I desperately ask my friend (the super night supper guy) to pretend to be my boyfriend.

This work really well and both my best friend are returning to their usual relationship. Now, my friend (the super night supper guy) and I were having this kind of bizarre situation. I know he sincerely agree when I asked him telling the purpose of it. But now its hard like to play there’s nothing wrong with us. I know he wanted something special about the relationship but I just don’t know. He’s good and sweet and everything but I don’t know what I’m searching for. I don’t want him to feel hurt and I don’t want my best friend to separate because of the argument about me. I’m so torn. I think I’ve hurt him (the super night supper guy) and me, myself.

So, please help. Anything would help. My friend always seek me for advice and I’m usually the counselor and good at giving advice but if it involves me I just didn’t know how and what should I do.

Had a conversation with Nat again.. And thought that it was really funny and wahaha… If last time we talk about stud now its something bout tattoo…

Nat : Hey, i am still not leaving my room. Been grounded again.. It was like gonna be

grounded for what it seems forever…

Me : AGAIN?? LOLZ… What did you do this time???

Nat : Hey i was innocent. I just get myself a tattoo. You know right at my waist. It was

very cool.Have you seen vine leaves that is very long. I got just like that. Cool eyh?

Me : O_0?? Ok .. You actually did that?? Man, no wonder your dad had a fire on you.

You get a tatto girl.. It was major no no remembe. Your family rules said no

addition to your body unless your are 19 years old. And i would like to remind you

that you are only sixteen. By the way, it did sounds good. With whom u do that?

Nat : With Mike. He was like show me the place but he never get one for himself.

Because he wants a clean body. Wtf gal?? Lolz..

Me : Haha i know Mike wont do that. Come on tell me who take you tto that place?

Nat : Ok its Shawn. You know Mike pretty well that i cant deny you.

Me : Because he is my bestfriend remember? So what did your father do?

Nat : Lecture bla…bla… And then “You are grounded”!! By the way your boyfriend are

having hard time fasting here. He almost break his fast because he had basketball

tournament.

Me : Ok i know that. Told me yesterday when he call me. He gonna be okay. Lolz…

Why you were suddenly interested bout fasting??

Nat : Because he ask me to fast too along with Mike and other friends. You are definitely

torturing us..And i ask him to get a tattoo!

Me : What??? You do that and i ask Mike to throw your board into the sea..

Nat : Ok… Ok… He is very good one… Your damn pretty hot Aaron…

Me : Hahaha…My damn pretty hot Aaron. Yea pretty and nice…

Nat : It still hurts and i need an icepack for it… I had red ass now…

Me : Serves you right!!

Nat : Its so cool you should try it..

Me : And end up like you?? Nah no thanks… BTW my dad go kapoof then if i did that..

So, do you WANT to have a TATTOO??? Which gonna makes your ass hurt or maybe weird place that you gonna do it??

I dont know  why now a days why is there so many kay boh one?? Everyone wants to know what im doing and whom i dating.Haiz…Girl school was a major disaster in terms of risking your major reputation of girl. I mean obviously who wants to go to girls school should prepare for the worst. Backstabbing and gals to gals bitchiness. And worst when you are wanted like me for holding important post like prefect and president of this and that and you are the coordinator for the most exaggerating subject you better have high stamina. Because you will be haunted like ghost.

And we do have some sikui kia teacher. Some like my pjk teacher. Gee…she was pain in the heart. And not forgetting my VP who had made stupid and ridiculous rules.. So i definitely hate the kay boh and sikui kia person at my school…Actually tension about the upcoming exam and stress when all my friends are digging out whos that guy in my life.. Haiz …. No onelah… Got also means i wont tell one..

Specially to all my friends.. And visitors. Okay, i really stress out. Dont know what to post and had this crazy idea while visiting all my blogroll friends. Mostly all of them are the MMU’ians and busy doing their FYP and i had hard time coping with mine. So i decided to send them an angel…Haha and even crap it here…In a beautiful manner… Hope you like it and my intention of sending this cant be wrongly think otherwise. Just friendly gesture from me.

Please send my friend an angel.
Send her one of mine;
A loving and caring one,
The best that you can find.

Please send my friend an angel,
And trust her with its care;
Someone or something for her to love,
And to always be there.

Please send my friend an angel,
One to help her fill her days;
With hope, love, and laughter,
And the warmth of sunshine rays.

Please send my friend an angel -
You know she gave me one of mine.
Please send her down an angel;
A true friend’s hard to find.

Please send my friend an angel.
Send her one of mine;
A loving and caring one,
The best that you can find.

Please send my friend an angel,
And trust her with its care;
Someone or something for her to love,
And to always be there.

This is basically my scripts look like.. Just look on how many letter r are there. See?? i have pronouncing problem the letter r and just lookon how many r are there… Just frustated about the upcoming FYP. I dont want to speak proper BM. Because i know i sucks at it. And i pretty darn hates it… Thanks Mom. For signing me up for the FYP… Now everyone know your daughter sounds weird pronouncing it all… Here is the text.. Sweet???

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera saya ucapkan kepada Tuan Pengerusi Majlis, barisan panel hakim yang arif lagi bijaksana, yang dikasihi guru-guru, rakan-rakan seperjuangan dan hadirin yang dihormati sekalian.

Budi bahasa memartabatkan bangsa. Itulah tajuk pidato yang akan saya sampaikan pada hari ini. Saya memilih tajuk ini kerana tajuk ini amat penting dalam kehidupan dan budi bahasa merupakan cerminan budaya.

Hadirin sekalian,

Mengikut Kamus Dewan Edisi Keempat, budi ditakrifkan sebagai kebajikan, bahasa sebagai sistem lambang yang dipakai sebagai alat perhubungan dalam lingkungan satu kelompok manusia manakala memartabatkan pula bermaksud sebagai menjadikan sesuatu bermartabat. Bangsa pula bermaksud kumpulan manusia dalam satu ikatan ketatanegaraan.

Benarlah bahawa budi bahasa mampu memartabatkan bangsa keranna budi bahasa yang mulia mencerminkan kebudayaan yang indah yang diamalkan oleh sesebuah masyarakat.

Di sini ingin saya meminjam puisi karya Budayawan Negara, Usman Awang bertajuk Melayu yang dimuatkan dalam kertas kerja Lim Swee Tin ada menyebut:

Melayu itu orang yang bijaksana,

Nakalnya bersulam jenaka,

Budi bahasanya tidak terkira,

Kurang ajarnya tetap santun,

Jika menipu pun masih bersopan,

Bila mengampu bijak bergalas tangan.

Puisi di atas jelas menunjukkan bahawa betapa pentingnya budi bahasa yang diamalkan oleh orang Melayu dan rakyat Malaysia. Kerana itulah, seperti yang kita sedia maklum, Yang Amat Berhormat Perdana Menteri kita Datuk Seri Abdullah Haji Amat Badawi telah melancarkan Kempen Budi Bahasa dan Nilai-Nilai Murni peringkat kebangsaan pada 11 januari 2005 yang lalu. Kerajaan telah bersetuju supaya kempen ini dirancang dan dilaksanakan secara berterusan dan meluas kepada segenap lapisan masyarakat bagi tempoh lima tahun yang akan datang sehingga tahun 2010. Ini bermaksud pada tahun tersebut semua warga Malaysia mestilah mempunyai keperibadiaan yang tinggi.

Sememangnya, amalan budi bahasa merupakan warisan bangsa dan setiap institusi keluarga bertanggungjawab mendidik setiap ahli keluarganya mengenai perkara-perkara asas budi bahasa seperti cara bertutur yang sopan, saling bertegur sapa, jujur, amanah, bersih, berdisiplin, bersyukur, agar menjadi manusia yang berperibadi mulia.

Tambahan lagi, sebagai masyarakat timur, amalan budi bahasa bukan sesuatu perkara baru. Malah kita telah diasuh sejak dari kecil untuk bersopan santun dan berbudi bahasa dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian. Hormat orang tua, memberi salam pembuka bicara, membantu orang yang memerlukan pertolongan, ucapan terima kasih atau maaf di mana perlu, merendah diri dan berbagai-bagai lagi, merupakan nasihat yang tidak asing dalam hidup kita.

Namun demikian, tanpa kita sedari, kehidupan cara moden yang disertai cabaran globalisasi telah sedikit sebanyak menghakis budaya tradisi yang bersopan –santun, bertata susila, hormat – menghormati yang telah diamalkan turun temurun. Sikap tolong-menolong, bantu – membantu dan semangat gotong royong yang menjadi kekuatan dan kebanggaan masyarakat kita pada suatu ketika dahulu tampaknya telah mula goyah. Dek kerana itu, kerajaan amat penting tentang perkembangan yang kurang sihat ini dan berhasrat membendungnya sebelum menjadi lebih buruk.

Dalam hal ini, teringat saya kepada tulisan-tulisan Allahyarham Professor Hamka sering menyatakan bahawa perangai dan buruk baik seseorang itu bergantung kepada dirinya sendiri. Itulah di antara sifat-sifat kelebihan yang membawa kepada ketinggian umat dan kemajuannya. Apabila terdapat sesuatu bangsa yang berpegang kuat kepada kebolehan dan kemuliaan dirinya, mereka akan menjadi lebih besar dan mulia serta bangsa mereka akan naik menjadi besar dan mulia dengan sebab pekerti mereka itu.

Demikianlah betapa pentingnya peranan budi bahasa dalam aspek kemajuan kita sendiri sebagai masyarakat Timur. Matlamat yang lebih penting disebaliknya ialah menjadi sebuah masyarakat yang maju mengikut cara kita sendiri dengan erti kata lain menambahkan peningkatan hidup dan kemajuan tanpa mengurangi nilai-nilai murni penting khazanah bangsa kita sendiri.

Secara sedar ataupun tidak, pelbagai gejala negatif akan timbul akibat daripada kepupusan budi bahasa. Lantaran itulah, setiap pihak perlu positif dan turut serta membudayalan budi bahasa sebagai gaya hidup yang sempurna.

Hadirin yang dihormati,

Tanpa kita sedari, tahun 2020 semakin menghampiri kita dan negara turut membangun selari dengan hasrat Mantan Perdana Menteri Tan Sri Dr Mahathir Mohammad menjadikan Malaysia sebuah negara yang maju pada tahun 2020. Namun begitu, kemajuan yang kita kejar perlulah diraih tanpa mengabaikan budi bahasa. Hal ini kerana, kita mahu melahirkan individu yang berhemah tinggi dan berketrampilan untuk dijadikan contoh kepada dunia. Ini amat penting dalam proses memartabatkan bangsa. Oleh itu, warga Malaysia mempunyai peranan yang besar dalam usaha untuk menyemarakkan semula pengamalan budi bahasa dalam kehidupan seharian. Usaha sebegini penting bagi merealisasikan strategi mengimbangi pembangunan negara dengan pembangunan insaniah rakyat seperti yang diuar-uarkan oleh pucuk pimpinan negara.

Saya juga percaya amalan berbudi bahasa akan melahirkan warga malaysia yang mempunyai personaliti positif, berfikiran terbuka serta bertanggunjawab selaras dengan usaha mewujudkan negara yang cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang.

Hadirin yang dihormati sekalian,

Budi bahasa mempunyai peranan yang sangat penting dalam memelihara tamadun bangsa yang dibina dan memartabatkan bangsa. Bak pepatah ribut taufan dan gempa bumi adalah faktor yang menghancurkan peradaban dari aspek fizikalnya, namun bangsa yang jiwanya penuh peradaban mampu mebina semula kehancuran ini. Akan tetapi apabila satu- satu bangsa sudah tidak memiliki elemen ini, maka kehancuran sesuatu peradaban akan berlaku sehingga ke akar umbi.

Saya akhiri pidato ini dengan riwayat Musnad Imam Ahmad bin Muhammad bin Hanbal, beliau meriwayat “ Sesungguhnya aku hanya diutus untuk menyempurnakan budi pekerti yang luhur.” Dan ini menunjukkan bahawa budi bahasa sebagai elemen yang menyempurnakan seseorang selain dari aspek akidah dan syariahnya.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Wabillahi Taufiq Walhidayah Wassalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

See?? Embarasing… Just preparing for the worst. Owh… T_T Wish me sick on that day or whatever..