I am sorry for not updating several days… I feel guilty bout it and i miss my computer…. I am feverish and hell one runny nose… I used up one box of tissue… Haiz i dont want to end up doing nothing over the weekend…T_T im so sad le…Owh gosh dont know what to write d.. The headache, fever, flu is killing me…By the way have safe weekend everyone..

I play guitar. I really do.SO whats wrong with it? Sometime i wish i could just smack that person for being fucking annoying with my music… I play it soft she shouted on top of her lung. I play it loud definitely she will bang my house door and say…
” Adyla, Janganlah main gitar tu kuat- kuat…Adyla tu anak dara cubalah masak ke? Lagipun cucu ni menganggu ketenteraman orang ramai”

*translation*

” Adyla, do not play that guitar… U are already grown up why not you try cooking? BTW u are disturbing other peace of mind…

And i was like ” yeah right!!”

Whats with her anyway? i dont even have the amplifier or what and guitar was not THAT loud… Haiz… Why so annoying? I DO respect her but please i have human rights and i can do whatever i want in my compound.. I can sue her for tresspassing you know… Who ask her to come at the first place? Haiz??? Whatever MUsic is my life and i dont give a damn for whatever you have to say bout it… So screw it i dont evenwant to listen ok???
And i have to go now as i had to finish my Chemistry assignment… What the hell no holiday?? Shit i better do it now… Haiz why so suei only??? I didnt broke any glass or mirror ma….T_T

I was suppose to have holiday… But hell no i didn’t get one… tomorrow i had chemistry classes from 8am- 2pm. What an ideal way to spend one? See no holiday at all…
That was like hell 6 hours.. As much as i like chemistry but god spare me… And yeah i had to finish chem assingment now…just wish i survive this week and i would like to apologise for not being able to update the previous day before and paying a visit to you all due to the slowing stupid computer… I promise i get this problem solve asap but before that kindly leave me messages on my cbox or comments… Everyone thank you and im sos sorry for the inconvenience…Love all my readers… And to ivan will add you soon add the victim list as soon as possible as i get my computer fixed..

Due to some idiots messing with me tonight, i am so gonna kick and kill them. Thats why i dont have anything to blog because i am busy planning some strategies to kill them..Wahaha kick their ass i mean… And some stupid people is definitely pissing me off at yahoo.. Stupid pervert and annoying irritating asshole… They just cant accept no for answer. So they end being blocked and get deleted by me… Serve them right… And pissed me off again< to that person you are definitely not on your feet anymore and i meant it this time...

I think i really love you guys. You know who? Of course you. My readers… I learn that what it means by love. It was so amazing. I learn to appreciate you guys more. Because i really do..I have to say this words-I love you.Before it too late… They said better say it now and let everyone knows because maybe they didnt even know that..So im telling you this.. From the bottom of my heart that i really do love you guys because you are a very special person and meaningful to me. And i am giving you guys a special awards.. Which looks a lot like this..

You Are So Lovely Award!! This award will be given to my readers so keep it coming. And i decided that i will award it once a week to my lucky reader. And i hope with this little and humble give from me will definitely bring us closer…
With lots of love and sincerely from the bottom of my heart~`Adyla Zafyra a.k.a Xing Ai An

This is a special post to Horny Ang Moh… Wahahaha… So what do you think of it??? Well i promise him that i had a thing to say for him and view so well here it is…Tada!!!So anyone wanna say something???

Everyone have it own thought so whatever…It just for fun and well just another crazy thought from me..Wahaha….Enjoy!!LOoooooooooooooooooooool

Its EMO day…I am a little bit emo today because we had an emo talk with Nat. You seriously need to warned me whenever we had emo talk..LOL… So the emo talk was actually about her new so called lifestyle and fashion which is emo-ing…Wahahaha..And she wanted me to be EMO. Lol am i not EMO enough?? Wahaha…I am emotionally crazy…Owh ya by the way my Nat friend said its kindda cool to wear black mascara and stripes.. While let me tell you what richard ge ge thinks..He thinks it was awful lame.. And that was like blow up.. ANd richard said what s cool about it??? And Nat said it was fashion.. Duh, fashion ? Richard was like the stripe like zebra fashion eyh?? Owh… and i stopped them immediately… Or one might kill the other one… Wahaha and i was emo-ing by laughing my heart out. Trust me crazily until i cried… Hehe … See i am EMo enough!! Wahaha and Nat ask me to put it up. Her new trademark on every single thing she own.. Well Nat i put it up so everyone see it not because you own this blog…BOOYAH!!!!< borrowed from chocopig..WAHAHAHA Anyway here it is…

So was it nice enough? EMO enough? Well i don’t know.Why dont you guys tell me bout it.. You know have your say…No matter how crazy it is…I do encourage it as much as you want to… Be my honour guest to do so!! And well for Swei, pookyma, areniex and louis aka ting tit lei… I would like to wish you all good luck for your SPM….Wish you guys are back again… T_T

My friend ask me ” how i managed to update my blog everyday?” The answer is simple. I pretty much in love with all my blogger friends.. Which means i love each and every soul that passes through my blog.. Gee, sometime i keep thinking about my blogging friends and also visitors… And i think i know some of them better than my school mates…Sorry guys but i do think about you all.. And when i came across a cat it always reminds me of jian ge ge.. If i need advice i can always counts on kimfei and Swei….And i do remember interesting and provoking blog i likes. I mean this year through blogging it certainly had change many things in life… And i proud to have someone that i could call friend here.. Although we never met, never talked to straight face to face but each one of your talks do really meant much to me… Something i take as guidance and also something i call treasure and knowledge… And before going to sleep… i usually said my prayer which sounds like this:

God please let my computer lives,
As for my family and friend,
Do live in my computer,
And let the connection be faster,
So i can reach them in time,
For each and everytime they need me,
In time of sorrow and also happiness,
they are my best thing that ever happen to me,
I hope u put it in your mind,
But i know i shouldnt had said that,
But i would not survive,
without them beside me,
Being my angels and to show me light.
Please God do let my computer lives…

Thats the why i need computer so much…Love all of you guys….
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
_`ADYLA ZAFYRA a.k.a XING AI AN

Ok i had to admit on something. Well my instant bf had been going away from me.Its not like going away and dont want to talk to me or something. But it was like hes gonna shift and stay in oversea.Which means i cant meet him again. Its not like i miss him or what.but it was like i think i had a thing for him.which means i have fall in love with him.I keep thinking about him all the time.They said when someone cant get out of your head, maybe they are supposed to be there. So much of philosophy Adyla. Ok i cant lie no more. I like this guy. Not like but love him.

It was silly i know. I mean i wasnt supposed to have a thing with him right? i should be grateful that he agree on being my instant bf in order to save me from my ex-gf cruelty. He was so sweet. And he called me on the phone and said that he is going to transfer. I was like erm nice joke? I tried to said that he was not going to leave me. I was used to having him around. Was it what we called love? Erm me not so sure bout this.

All this time, i was always trying not to fell in love with him because his my best friend. And because someone else like him. He always been there for me. He was the sweetest person. I am not so gonna play this love game. It hurts. But i really feels thing was not just the same anymore. Just to picture him going. It already hurts like crazy. I was like trying to force myself to say i don’t leave him. I don’t love him. But i do. I really do.

Anyway, we had our last conversation together. At exactly 7.00 pm. And yeah it was hurt. But i prefer it to be this way. If he talk it straight at my face. I bet i be crying like crazy. Just maybe. Or i wont dare to look at his face. And by the way he ask me to listen to this song. Which is pretty darn hard. You know the song in my blog. Look was it my feeling or it was just hes feeling.. Does he ever loves me? But i think he do. And look what the lyric said.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It’s goodbye
But we got one more night
Let’s get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It’s so good to be by your side
But we’ll cry
We won’t give up the fight
We’ll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they’ll think it’s just cause we’re young
And we’ll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we’ll never find
They don’t mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

It hurts right? Or was it i been over dramatic here??

And that what i get while talking to him in msn. What is that suppose to mean..Owh damn it why it had to happen??? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wonder where those guys with hair spike up got the idea from…
O_0???? Where r?? So i ask my richard ge ge where from… And he said
Richard: Aiya mei mei…that also you wanna know meh?? Its just a trend ma… So why you asked so much?? I thought you are the walking encyclopedia ma…Haiz…..
Adyla :I am ma…but so weird meh..so suddenly and well i am curious…

So i keep asking everyone… Which is pretty darn annoying….Wahaha..The evil Adyla on a quest to find some killing strategies for some killing thoughts…And some really give me the answer…Remember instant bf? Well hes the one…Name should be hidden in case the next assassin from the other group will find him..

So tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa………………………

Now we all know where it came from or the inspiration from??? Who have a say in this topic…

No offend…Its so like humour me….

Wahahahahaha…………………………………………….

p/s i am still in my evil and crazy mood… Cant help laughing again…Wahahaha… du bu qi ar ge ge….