Special post to Pookyma. This year valentines… Its great. Tou its forbidden to celebrates it but still some of the guys give me present…It is well very nice of them. For me it came as surprised..Some of the guys was just my bestfriend..Dont get me wrong… They have their own girlfriend.. Sometimes i never thought how happy it is just to ave someone wish you a happy day.. and i badly needs it lately… Somehow the valentines day really makes me happy.. Tell me how come it wont be the happiest moment when all you receive is kind thoughts, wishes, cards, present and even chocolates… wonderful and im loving it… Zander i found out his name written as Xander and celebrating with him both chinese new year and valentines( i guess him giving me present is called celebrating) was the best..I just like being around him… Thou we came from different religion we do respected each other well…Not so Valentine ey?

Well, apart of it.. My beshie was proud to lost her virginity on valentines… I have no comment on this part thou… Just well erm i did freak out when she told me just well her family was a religious christian in the community back then.. I did warn her to take extra precautions… Just in case she gets preggy.. Gee… Cant imagine she being a mother.. Last time she almost slap her three year old brother just because she wants to go out but her mom insist on her to babysit… HUrm, Well thats our valentines.. Referring to me and my friend and Xander;p..
Hows yours?

Every man’s dream is to have the perfect companion. However, in order to have one, you must first be able to get one. Most believe such a task can be extremely difficult, yet if done properly, it can be accomplished swiftly and efficiently. In fact, there are only a few basic procedures to getting a girl. The first step of this process is rather quite simple; get her attention. Initiating conversation is half the battle. As well, it is very effective to make frequent eye contact. Let her catch you staring once in a while and smile at every chance you get. Your goal is to be fairly subtle, while still making it obvious that you want her. Once you have succeeded in being noticed, you are ready for the next step. Be funny, be confident, but be yourself. The absolute worse thing you can do when trying to get a girl is to change your personality. Self-assurance is indispensable and by altering your character, you are telling her that you lack confidence. Having a sense of humor is also very important.

It is absolutely crucial to make her smile, even if it occasionally requires making a fool of yourself. If you can’t make her laugh, you don’t stand a chance. Now that she’s interested, entice her by making her feel special. Without being too overwhelming, attempt to spend as much time as possible with her. Devote yourself to making her feel different than the rest by going out of your way to please her. Little things count most. For example, cancel a pre-planned weekend with the boys and take her out for dinner and a movie instead. Randomly buy her flowers and she will melt. Let her hear things she wants to hear. Compliment her hair or her outfit, but don’t go overboard. Too much of a good thing gets taken for granted. It’s also essential that you be interested, or pretend to be interested, in things she likes.

If she plays sports watch her game, even in the pouring rain. Once she feels a little closer to you, it’s time for the final step. Probably the most difficult yet most important step to getting a girl is to keep her guessing. Although it sounds foolish, you must back off, tremendously. Play games with her head. Make her jealous by flirting with other girls, especially with her friends. Don’t return a phone call once in a while or tell her you are busy when she invites you out. Intrigue her. Let her wonder what you could be doing instead of being with her. The key is to reverse the roles and make her want you. By following these simple steps the challenge of making a girl yours will nearly be eliminated. And although it may require a certain degree of time and effort, it’s definitely worth it.

Imagine not being able to have someone to laugh with, someone to cry with, or someone to love. A girl is everything a man needs, and with a little practice getting one becomes almost second nature.

Ok i had to admit on something. Well my instant bf had been going away from me.Its not like going away and dont want to talk to me or something. But it was like hes gonna shift and stay in oversea.Which means i cant meet him again. Its not like i miss him or what.but it was like i think i had a thing for him.which means i have fall in love with him.I keep thinking about him all the time.They said when someone cant get out of your head, maybe they are supposed to be there. So much of philosophy Adyla. Ok i cant lie no more. I like this guy. Not like but love him.

It was silly i know. I mean i wasnt supposed to have a thing with him right? i should be grateful that he agree on being my instant bf in order to save me from my ex-gf cruelty. He was so sweet. And he called me on the phone and said that he is going to transfer. I was like erm nice joke? I tried to said that he was not going to leave me. I was used to having him around. Was it what we called love? Erm me not so sure bout this.

All this time, i was always trying not to fell in love with him because his my best friend. And because someone else like him. He always been there for me. He was the sweetest person. I am not so gonna play this love game. It hurts. But i really feels thing was not just the same anymore. Just to picture him going. It already hurts like crazy. I was like trying to force myself to say i don’t leave him. I don’t love him. But i do. I really do.

Anyway, we had our last conversation together. At exactly 7.00 pm. And yeah it was hurt. But i prefer it to be this way. If he talk it straight at my face. I bet i be crying like crazy. Just maybe. Or i wont dare to look at his face. And by the way he ask me to listen to this song. Which is pretty darn hard. You know the song in my blog. Look was it my feeling or it was just hes feeling.. Does he ever loves me? But i think he do. And look what the lyric said.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It’s goodbye
But we got one more night
Let’s get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It’s so good to be by your side
But we’ll cry
We won’t give up the fight
We’ll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they’ll think it’s just cause we’re young
And we’ll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we’ll never find
They don’t mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We’ll make the great escape
We won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

It hurts right? Or was it i been over dramatic here??

And that what i get while talking to him in msn. What is that suppose to mean..Owh damn it why it had to happen??? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wonder where those guys with hair spike up got the idea from…
O_0???? Where r?? So i ask my richard ge ge where from… And he said
Richard: Aiya mei mei…that also you wanna know meh?? Its just a trend ma… So why you asked so much?? I thought you are the walking encyclopedia ma…Haiz…..
Adyla :I am ma…but so weird meh..so suddenly and well i am curious…

So i keep asking everyone… Which is pretty darn annoying….Wahaha..The evil Adyla on a quest to find some killing strategies for some killing thoughts…And some really give me the answer…Remember instant bf? Well hes the one…Name should be hidden in case the next assassin from the other group will find him..

So tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa………………………

Now we all know where it came from or the inspiration from??? Who have a say in this topic…

No offend…Its so like humour me….

Wahahahahaha…………………………………………….

p/s i am still in my evil and crazy mood… Cant help laughing again…Wahahaha… du bu qi ar ge ge….

I found an interesting story line< based on me>..So sharing with you guys…It was so cute, adorable and amazing art work… So here it is…. Brought to you by the crazy gal name adyla a.ka. the famous assassin..wahahaha

Nice rite???? hehe thats what i did today in the bathroom when i feel so crazy and tension..this have definitely had the connection of aaron who FINALLY managed to kick my ass in the Counter Strike Game..He sux so i win easily…Im just giving you a chance la dude…See ya again and i kick your ass for good…

Finally, my friend and i are no longer friend. My ex-gal friend.. No more besties… And yeah they broke up.. Which is 100% wasn’t my fault…And i am HAPPY… hehe… I am happy… happy happy me…My dark ages are over.. So no more sad post.. I hope so…And i like to thanks everyone who help me through this sorrow process…LOL I owe you guys a big hug and kisses and thanks so much for always being there for me as i am well alone . Im the eldest so i never had ge ge or jie jie.. So what you guys told me meant a lot to me…And most of the time i really feel like im the youngest here since i always get the support, advice and motivation and i really appreciate it..I am thanks to all my friends here that always lend me a helping hand and really concern bout me…

So, i think i basically back to happy happy me again.. Thanks everyone. Hug and kisses for you guys… Erm i have guts to face my FYP tomorrow….LOL excited until cant sleep…. FYP yay!!! < clearly shows that Adyla gone cuckoo> WIsh me lucks….Because i am so gonna need it…

Star light star bright,

First star i see tonight,

Wish that i may, Wish that i might,

Have the first wish i wish tonight.

I wish that my lovely brothers and sisters are all fine and happy.

Yesterday erm sucks… I was not allowed to use the “s” word or “f” word but haiz this one exceptional one. And gee my Mom and Dad suspect something bout they only daughter at house which according to them a little bit weird. Yeah my Mom was like a police asking me and why do Richard ge ge and Wilson here. Haiz T_T

Mom    : Whats with you nowadays??

Me    : O_0??  No la… Nothing ar Mummy…. Wo henlei lor..

Mom    : Henlei what??

Richard    : Tired, ar aunty.

Mom    : Ok…

Richard    : She very stress with her bestfriend one. Both of them are fighting and she is

torn apart. She so tension one…

Will    : Yeah aunty.. so true we never lie one.

Me    : Oit how you guys know?? So kay boh one la you all…

Richard    : Hey if it wasn’t public one,  do set to privatelah… Saw that on your blog..

Mom    :Huh, is it??< look concern im the only girl ma..

Me    : Oit Richard ge ge… Shut up lor…. Ni ben dan < hot already

Mom    : Not good to say like that to him one. Now whats the problem?

So i tell her everything. Haiz paiseh one..T_TAnd she said she like that super night supper guy a.k.a my instant bf. Lorh… Whatla Mom??? And gee he was freakingly good to me came sun or rain or thunderstorm or flood or what..And gee i think i like him.. Like you know as in like…As for my best friend guys sorry i seriously don’t know.. I was torn apart and to make such difficult position puts me in very difficult situation. I tried my best and everything i could but it seems to be not working or should i say make the matter worst as you my girlfriend hates me and you my guy friend keep siding me . One believes i am doing my best to save the relationship and one more ruining the relationship.

And today, she kaw kaw scolded me because i tried to put her along with her boyfriend so that they can have heart to heart discussion. She left there and leave me with my guy friend… And she was pissed off and call me bad names… I was shocked and never thought that she take the drastic action of leaving instantly when she saw him. And he was like “Adyla, don’t feel sad because i know you had try your best. I think i just give out.”

T_T me some more sad lor… They gonna broke up or potential broke up because of me. Hey i am your best friend la… I cant be possibly like him.. Haiz T_T And i end up calling my instant bf. And gee he said he will come all the way from hes home to just be there with me and listen to my problem erm theirs actually and help me solve it.. And he even topup for me so that i can call him and talk as long as i like but most of the time i choked back and end up crying. Now you know how good he is.. And i feel MAJOR GUILTY of somehow consult him when i am only sad. I don’t know what to say i try explain to him that i am not using him and all he said ” Nah, you never used me.. We are friends and friends help each other out. I can lend you my shoulder to cry on, my my ears to listen to, my hands for you to hold, my feet to walk with you, and maybe my heart coz it always there for you.”

He sounds serious and then he laugh. I was only joking about the heart part.. Its someone else one.. And i too laugh for unknown reason or could it be i was trying to  force my ear that what i just listen  is all nuisance and my heart that he couldn’t be serious with me or maybe worst in love with me??

Argh…. I don’t know … My guy friend, my girlfriend and that him as well. So complicated …Yeah yeah yeah…Help me out… And Richard shup up don’t tell my Mom or Dad or my Blur max bro… I buy you the chi kai fan at the shop and you don’t even have to speak canto… Let me do all the talking for you..T_T

I really need some extra massive advice. Really, something. I got two best friends. One guy and one girl. I’m very close to them. But, I don’t deny the fact that I’ve known the girl much longer than the guy. One day, they met each other at my party. They become friends and now lover.

The problem is now that when they fight which other they consulted me for advice. I’m totally ok with it but the problem is my girlfriend of mine always wants me to take her side when its all came from her fault.

Being just me, I try to be fair with everyone. For me she was being ultra ridiculous when she doesn’t want him to talk to any other girls beside her. Huh? I explain to her that he has his own life and he doesn’t get angry when she freely talks to other guys. And even flirting with them. This guy was hurt by my best friend. I know he didn’t talk to me but obviously knowing him long enough I know deep inside he was hurt.

Now, my girl friend suspected that I was having an affair with the guy since I was constantly taking his side. This just make thing worst since the guy stand up for him and try to say I was only helping. This pissed off my friend even more. Just to avoid this ultra bizarre situation for the three of us I was trying to make the sweetest escape of my life which absolutely turns my life a bit chaotic. I desperately ask my friend (the super night supper guy) to pretend to be my boyfriend.

This work really well and both my best friend are returning to their usual relationship. Now, my friend (the super night supper guy) and I were having this kind of bizarre situation. I know he sincerely agree when I asked him telling the purpose of it. But now its hard like to play there’s nothing wrong with us. I know he wanted something special about the relationship but I just don’t know. He’s good and sweet and everything but I don’t know what I’m searching for. I don’t want him to feel hurt and I don’t want my best friend to separate because of the argument about me. I’m so torn. I think I’ve hurt him (the super night supper guy) and me, myself.

So, please help. Anything would help. My friend always seek me for advice and I’m usually the counselor and good at giving advice but if it involves me I just didn’t know how and what should I do.

Ok… i ask my neighbour( a guy) to play basketball with me. And you know what? He said i am a girl and i am short. He called me shorty. Excuse me i am 168 cm tall k? And yeah im a girl.So what? Owh… i know he was scared that i might kick his ass out so thats why he doesn’t want to play with me. Yeah he was tall. He was like erm 175 or something but he can’t ditches me like that.

He is just trying to make excuse. Girl whats up with me then if i am a girl anyway?? He dont have to said that. And i did sulk when he tell me that i was short. I am sensitive when someone calls me short. Shit, i hate it so much. Scaredy scared just say you are scared no need to said because i am a girl ok?  Height is not a big deal and girls do play basketball. But it so rare to see a girl playing basketball in my area or here at all.

Erwh……….  I did call him bad names and even show him my tongue, trying to be rebellious and pretty annoying so he finally will give me to join them play but hell no they just continued to play like i wasn’t there watching.

Guys what don’t they just erm let me play?

My cousin and I when to sit in a kopitiam and eating. We were chatting happily with my aunt and the rest of our family were busy catching up on each other life since its been a long time we had met and sit together. So, we chat happily.

And my cousin the same age with me and he and me was quite close and have this 1001 stories to talk about. We had code sign and secret shake hand and share each other secrets very well and guard it with heart. I thought he know me better that anyone there but i was way wrong. I repeat way wrong.

This is what happen. A girl definitely not to my liking and definitely 1001% not going to be on my friend list and came to me and said ” `Adyla, you had such a handsome cousin but you never tell me. Ah…. you little girl always keep this secret from me. “And she drawled plus purr like a sick cat.

Ewh……… She was faking it. I thought i should just shut up but since everyone WAS looking at me with EYES all on me i said ” Oh, ya. My mistake..This is my cousin Kamil. ”

“He’s a cutie. You should introduce us long before. Adyla, you are my best friend and i didn’t even know that you had a hottie cousin!”

Could she lay on any thicker? She’s gonna get shovel out of this. Surely no one buying this.I hate her . I absolutely hate her. I want to stab her with my butter knife.

“I like your friend,” Dad said after she left. Kamil noded too. NOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo…………..

Some things guys just don’t understand. And girl- to - girl bitchiness is one of them. they never get when we’re being fake to each other. Guys………………..(Sigh)