I never know how i get into this mess after all… Why do i fall when i try to get up… He makes me so confused… Sometimes i think smokes makes you happy but gee bein me i never have guts to try that.. So dont ever think of knocking it into my mind… I think i am just like one of the falling angel.. Slowly creeping in to the darkness… Im no longer the girl i used to be.. Sometimes i think i dont ever know myself… I cant see the normal me.. The ones who laughs a lot.. Smile a lot… And they said i turn to be one of the bitchess…OMG that not a good sign… Maybe i tend to say back whats right they think im like that..i learn to talk back juxt because i need to rebut my opponent points in debate.. i guess i turns me to be a monster… AHHHH… Im so tensed….

I play guitar. I really do.SO whats wrong with it? Sometime i wish i could just smack that person for being fucking annoying with my music… I play it soft she shouted on top of her lung. I play it loud definitely she will bang my house door and say…
” Adyla, Janganlah main gitar tu kuat- kuat…Adyla tu anak dara cubalah masak ke? Lagipun cucu ni menganggu ketenteraman orang ramai”

*translation*

” Adyla, do not play that guitar… U are already grown up why not you try cooking? BTW u are disturbing other peace of mind…

And i was like ” yeah right!!”

Whats with her anyway? i dont even have the amplifier or what and guitar was not THAT loud… Haiz… Why so annoying? I DO respect her but please i have human rights and i can do whatever i want in my compound.. I can sue her for tresspassing you know… Who ask her to come at the first place? Haiz??? Whatever MUsic is my life and i dont give a damn for whatever you have to say bout it… So screw it i dont evenwant to listen ok???
And i have to go now as i had to finish my Chemistry assignment… What the hell no holiday?? Shit i better do it now… Haiz why so suei only??? I didnt broke any glass or mirror ma….T_T

Its EMO day…I am a little bit emo today because we had an emo talk with Nat. You seriously need to warned me whenever we had emo talk..LOL… So the emo talk was actually about her new so called lifestyle and fashion which is emo-ing…Wahahaha..And she wanted me to be EMO. Lol am i not EMO enough?? Wahaha…I am emotionally crazy…Owh ya by the way my Nat friend said its kindda cool to wear black mascara and stripes.. While let me tell you what richard ge ge thinks..He thinks it was awful lame.. And that was like blow up.. ANd richard said what s cool about it??? And Nat said it was fashion.. Duh, fashion ? Richard was like the stripe like zebra fashion eyh?? Owh… and i stopped them immediately… Or one might kill the other one… Wahaha and i was emo-ing by laughing my heart out. Trust me crazily until i cried… Hehe … See i am EMo enough!! Wahaha and Nat ask me to put it up. Her new trademark on every single thing she own.. Well Nat i put it up so everyone see it not because you own this blog…BOOYAH!!!!< borrowed from chocopig..WAHAHAHA Anyway here it is…

So was it nice enough? EMO enough? Well i don’t know.Why dont you guys tell me bout it.. You know have your say…No matter how crazy it is…I do encourage it as much as you want to… Be my honour guest to do so!! And well for Swei, pookyma, areniex and louis aka ting tit lei… I would like to wish you all good luck for your SPM….Wish you guys are back again… T_T

I doesn’t get some people.. For example what the heck is on their mind? Some typical Malaysian judges people for example teenagers from the outside. For like example, many people misunderstood me.. Should i say judge me the wrong way..

I went skateboarding today. And an old grandma of whatsoever scolding me of how not girlish i am… I mean duh whats wrong? If i play skateboard but gee being typical asian i just shut up.. And listen.. But still she nag me on the topic.. Please i don’t even know her!!!

And this is very embarassing as many people come by to look what the heck had happen..To make thing really spice up is that some off them eventually join in scolding me.. Hey please i don’t even throw your house with bad eggs or something???

After listening to the lecture, i even offer my help to carry her things. And she call me ill mannered and shouted thief… WTH?? And gee… i explain to her everything and she don’t buy my whatever explanation… Fine i leave her alone and yet she shouted that im bad teenager… HUH???

And bout me not being feminine was heck no. It was wrong.. I was wearing skirt man… Haiz…T_T i never ever gonna understand a mind of a true malaysian….

Had a conversation with Nat again.. And thought that it was really funny and wahaha… If last time we talk about stud now its something bout tattoo…

Nat : Hey, i am still not leaving my room. Been grounded again.. It was like gonna be

grounded for what it seems forever…

Me : AGAIN?? LOLZ… What did you do this time???

Nat : Hey i was innocent. I just get myself a tattoo. You know right at my waist. It was

very cool.Have you seen vine leaves that is very long. I got just like that. Cool eyh?

Me : O_0?? Ok .. You actually did that?? Man, no wonder your dad had a fire on you.

You get a tatto girl.. It was major no no remembe. Your family rules said no

addition to your body unless your are 19 years old. And i would like to remind you

that you are only sixteen. By the way, it did sounds good. With whom u do that?

Nat : With Mike. He was like show me the place but he never get one for himself.

Because he wants a clean body. Wtf gal?? Lolz..

Me : Haha i know Mike wont do that. Come on tell me who take you tto that place?

Nat : Ok its Shawn. You know Mike pretty well that i cant deny you.

Me : Because he is my bestfriend remember? So what did your father do?

Nat : Lecture bla…bla… And then “You are grounded”!! By the way your boyfriend are

having hard time fasting here. He almost break his fast because he had basketball

tournament.

Me : Ok i know that. Told me yesterday when he call me. He gonna be okay. Lolz…

Why you were suddenly interested bout fasting??

Nat : Because he ask me to fast too along with Mike and other friends. You are definitely

torturing us..And i ask him to get a tattoo!

Me : What??? You do that and i ask Mike to throw your board into the sea..

Nat : Ok… Ok… He is very good one… Your damn pretty hot Aaron…

Me : Hahaha…My damn pretty hot Aaron. Yea pretty and nice…

Nat : It still hurts and i need an icepack for it… I had red ass now…

Me : Serves you right!!

Nat : Its so cool you should try it..

Me : And end up like you?? Nah no thanks… BTW my dad go kapoof then if i did that..

So, do you WANT to have a TATTOO??? Which gonna makes your ass hurt or maybe weird place that you gonna do it??

My ultra cool friend called. All the way from Stratford-Upon-Avon( Shakespeare birthplace)And we had ultra cool conversation as well. About my was BLUE hair remember. I meant that was the cool event that happen to me lately beside other than promotion of whatever Editor of the school magazine.

And my friend Natalie a.k.a Nat had been grounded again. You all might go ??? Well not for me. She always get herself into trouble. But she started the conversation with :

Nat : In normal person news, if you haven’t heard, I’m grounded again. Bet you’re just

stunned(Hah!)

Me : Nah…

Nat : Mom and Dad found out i got my tongue pierced. I told you i got it pierced, right?

Me : Yeah. And you did?? 0_0

Nat : Yeah of course. I said and i done it. Anywayas you can gues, this did not go over

well with Dr. Monshreade, DDS. He gave me a half-hour lecture on risk

of fracturing my molars with the stud.

Me : Owh…( Nothing much that can i say actually)

Nat : Doesn’t fracture my molar with a stud sounds vaguely kinky?LOL..

Me : LOL.. yeah sorta it got the sound… and again LOL.

Nat : Though he did stop short of reaching into my mouth to remove it.

Me : Good for you or it will be so wasted.

Nat : WHY does my father have to be dentist? Im grounded and not suppose to use the

phone and by the way calling you was like so expensive. If Dr. Monshreade know,

im dead. In any case, you can email me whenever cause im not leaving my room for

the reminder of the decade.

Me : Ok, got that. Loud and clear but you are allowed to use the computer?

Nat : I lie that i have to do my assignment so my Dad have no choice and he end up

giving the privilleges. I just wish he let me to go out with my friend and phone and

everything back. Anyway next time colour your hair Black..

Me : LOL and whatever Nat. In the heart still remind of my glorious time with my

hair T_T .

Nat : Ok bye.. Got to go and see ya.

Me : Yeah bye. Talk to you later.

In my opinion i WAS thinking maybe i could get a stud. I meant neither my Mom nor my Dad is a dentist so we are not going to have the conversation like the risk of fracturing your molar with the stud. Wahaha …. Forget it my Dad will go poof AGAIN if i EVER did that…

Yeah.. it was like my new trend.. I would like to emphasis on the word WAS . Yeah was which mean no longer or it was already past or past tense. Whateverlah.. i DID colour my hair BLUE. Because of many reasons:

1) I love BLUE so much

2) I have many BLUE clothes( just checkout my wardrobe and all you can see is blue)

3) I have BLUE shoes

4) BLUE so trendy

5) Just showing my BLUE feeling

So dont you think colouring my hair BLUE would be so nice??? Don’t you.. Whatever but i do think it look nice.. Pretty darn nice and smoking hot.. By the way i got pretty nice haircut too. I think so.. Well short and eMo kind of style. I am sorta into the style. Just the style. I repeat the STYLE only. And i thought black mascara was sorta cool on me..

ANd by the way im not colouring all my hair. I repeat it was just part of it ok? Like a stripe on couple of places. Gee those i dunno i think it was 24 hours back then. Before my father ask me to cut it off.. huhuhu( so sad still crying T_T) I mean i was coloring it because CORPSE die. Corpse my Hamster. Actually don’t know what it had to do with CORPSE but what was wrong with it?? Haiz..T_T

And then my DAD cut it off. Why do my DAD have to be some professional pro at cutting hair. He is NOT a BARBER but hes so good at scissors. T_T And the worst part off it i don’t have any pic to show that i did it because my HANDPHONE was with my MOM.. Haiz…T_T

Moral of the story don’t colour your hair because your parents might know it. But you colour it BLUE at first place was like to show off to other people am i right? Whateverlah.. I so sad want today T_T.